Stress about Pra UN

huh huh huh sigh , my parents areee sooo frustrate about my laziness . i havent touched the book at all , although the pra un will come soon . they force me to studyy everytime!! their stupid pressure !! make me feel like damnn why must we have this suck pra un ? n then bamm! when i will get the paper , i cant doing anything cus of i didnt study at all ,  how can i become thiss lazyy .. but im serious , the pressure to us , i just cant handle it anymore . theres no one will care what i feel today , my parents ? its enough to get the fuckin pressure . my friends ? they r all as stress as me about the test , n my sister n bro ? they have manyyyyy things that they must think about , so i hopeee someone outside there will help me to passed this test , n got high marks . i mean my dad always said what the fuck mark is this ? although i alr got  nice mark , not bad at all , he absolutely will say it . he always wanted me to get the highest place . i want it to , but i just cant keep trying all the time right ? n i know although i hope someone will help me , this blog is not visited anymore for long time . huh , so here i am , stuck in this fuckin situation