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Sunday , great but truly it feels sad to look at the calendar and realize that tomorrow the days will start again . Yesterday I joined choir competition , hmm not me , but my school's choir group , and it means including me. So yesterday was unlucky day . Considered that our choir's teacher is alr too old , and cant do the nice improvements as I want . Felt a little dissapointed but yeah maybe it's time to go back down again , learn from the start again.

You know , to be down again , after a long long time on the top , feel little awkward . When you've alr stayed in your comfort zone , and thought that it's my time to have a rest , because you have tried your best and reached what you want for years. then you go back in the time that you need to study and learn about everything again .It feels like a reborn. Or maybe apocalypse.

And it feels really hard. Going through this hard times is really hard , I know it. My friend , think the same way , and when we've alr do the middle test  , we got satisfied for we have done , but that made us to not learn more and more . I know we may not get satisfied . Because that is the one thing that will stop your next step , gaining experience. That one nightmare , where is the one that will make you feel like an expertise. I'm really needing motivation now. Because the one that I depend on here , is alr not motivated too . Really afraid of what will happen later. Just hoping to God I can reach my dream.

I'm really sure I can reach my dream , because everything that I have reached now , was only my dream before. That's why , I just need some motivations , then force myself to bring myself to the right way.