About my mind
SO I'm home again after a few months . Holidayy , but I just have about 4 days more to spend this precious time.
Ok , now I want to tell many things about everything that has run in my mind alot lately. Yesterday I opened Omegle to find someone for helping me going through this holiday times . I met someone that awesomely and incredibly smart , it was really hard for me to response for what he said as my English still need improvements. With him I spent much time for chatting , talking about physics , science , relativity , economical condition , education and much more interesting and which I could say the topics are a little bit hard . And from that conversation , I learned to myself , that I still need much more improvements in many areas of my life . Like I havent even talked English right yet ,many of my friends in school talk English better than me. And about science, I'm just newbie in it , I havent even touched the inside of it . Just discovered the basic things. What a shameful things to be admitted.
And about future . After all that I have reached , it made me feel that I'm smart enough , I'm tough enough to get through the things to make my dreams happen. But lately I think, does it right ? Am I smart enough ? The answer is NO . Absolutely no , so in this case it made me realllyyyyy afraid to think about future . Everytime I want to think and consider which way to go , I will start to avoid from that thought. I always thinking that I'm still young enough to think about future , there's nobody would do that if they were me . And now I'm really regret it. Now realizing that I just have 2 and a half years more to go , I'm really get stressed . Like everything get messed up. But I will always think positively ,and keep optimist , as everything that you want to reach can be gotten by work and will.
Ok , now I want to tell many things about everything that has run in my mind alot lately. Yesterday I opened Omegle to find someone for helping me going through this holiday times . I met someone that awesomely and incredibly smart , it was really hard for me to response for what he said as my English still need improvements. With him I spent much time for chatting , talking about physics , science , relativity , economical condition , education and much more interesting and which I could say the topics are a little bit hard . And from that conversation , I learned to myself , that I still need much more improvements in many areas of my life . Like I havent even talked English right yet ,many of my friends in school talk English better than me. And about science, I'm just newbie in it , I havent even touched the inside of it . Just discovered the basic things. What a shameful things to be admitted.
And about future . After all that I have reached , it made me feel that I'm smart enough , I'm tough enough to get through the things to make my dreams happen. But lately I think, does it right ? Am I smart enough ? The answer is NO . Absolutely no , so in this case it made me realllyyyyy afraid to think about future . Everytime I want to think and consider which way to go , I will start to avoid from that thought. I always thinking that I'm still young enough to think about future , there's nobody would do that if they were me . And now I'm really regret it. Now realizing that I just have 2 and a half years more to go , I'm really get stressed . Like everything get messed up. But I will always think positively ,and keep optimist , as everything that you want to reach can be gotten by work and will.
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