Daily Post

I'm so proud of myself. Yesterday although I have sport class, I still able to do 3 rounds workout! Whoa sweat ! SO happy and grateful to be able to do that. 

I'm tired to check my phone all the time. I remember what Jeremy has told us on flag ceremony yesterday morning. We need to get back on track and maintain that. The truth is : I need to get back on track.

I've missed so many classes, haven't read Times Magazine at school/ morning, didn't update with local news, leave my SAT routine, never touch TOEFL book anymore, never review my subjects at school, never do hard work for my daily test, keep checking on ig for clothes. my binge eating attack is coming back, and I managed my money terribly. 

I have reached the 'denying' phase again. I kept saying to myself that it's alright to step a little out of the line, but the truth is I always break my own rules, the principles that I've hold for really long time. I know I kind of feel a little bit emotionally unstable , but I do too realize that procrastinate won't bring me any good. I even got afraid of facing my olymp teacher since I felt like a dumb in math class. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. I never know myself get afraid of facing challenge. 

I do want to change. I don't want to be the bad version of me any longer. I truly hope I can do that. I really need all of your support though. 

Yesterday I finished run about 1,75 km , and I thought it was a big achievement since I'm not really good at running. Then after that I also did 'Itty Bitty Bikini Love Handles' workout if I'm not wrong and after that I trained to play flute and trumpet :D I also play cello but I can't bring cello to my dorm so I trained flute since it my friend's . 

Hope I can achieve all of those hopes .. ;)